Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
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Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

sedihnye kalau kena marah..=( mcm mne nak buat kalau ade org marah kita tapi kita tak sedih?? erghhhh...sedih nye sedihnye sedihnye sedihnye,,that's all ...bye

Happy BIrthday to me..=)

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, tak sangka aku dah 19 tahun wuhu,,,hee :D like seriously this year aku dapat byk hadiah, aku dapat banyak ucapan dari kawan, byk mesej, byk kol..thanks tau kawan2 love u all lah!

berfday tahun ni seriously byk sgt surprise..

okay let's start the story, hurmm actually 1 day before my berfday someone had made my mood like serious shit. my gash. sampai ade jamuan kat skola pon aku tak pergi sebab xde mood. then aku had decide x nak klua rumah and just stay at home, walaupon bosan. then suddenly ade call in from this someone, he told me to find something infront of taman permainan depan rumah aku. perghhh gile i was soo excited, yg lagi cuak nak hujan pulak tu. i'm soo excited cause i know mesti kena cari hadiah ni..ahak ahak..=D aku pon klua la mncari hadiah itu, and bile dah jumpe hadiah tu sumpah excited gile..ade kotak besar kot dengan flower,,perhh...memang tak menangis wa kat situ,,huahahaha. then that someone kate jgn bukak before 12 am. ahaha..tak membuak pulak perasaan aku nak tunggu pukul 12 kannnn...patot la u buat i badmood ye..

hee...soo setibanya malam iaitu pada pukul 10 malam..tibe2 adik aku suruh pakai tudung semua katanya my sedara la konon nak dtg rumah. ibu pulak kate suruh make up sikit sebab my muka is pucat. okay as a good daughter i just follow jelakan..then pukul 11 mcm tu aku turun lah ke ruang tamu., DANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you know what, it was un expected rakan rakan seperjuangan ku ade di bawah untuk membuat kejutan yg sumpah aku dah mcm org gile tak tau nak buat, aku terus melarikan diri ke dapur dan terus manarik narik baju ibuku tanda tidak percaya ahaha..

it was soo great that night, peoples eat, laughing, and tepat pukul 12 am mereka semua menyanyikan lagu tema berfday untuk aku dengan nada suara waktu memberi arahan kawad, sumpah kuat gile..ahaha..tapi thanks laa...hee,,i'm soo happy..to my family thanks sbb bekerjasama didalam rancgn ini.,.ihik ihik

hee :D

soo THANKS TO ALL YG WISH KAT FACEBOOK, TWITTER(ni tipu mane ade twitter), MASSAGE, CALL thanks tau,,yg face to face, yg belanja makan, yg bagi hadiah, yg bagi sakit jantung yg bagi mcm mcm la..thanks..22 APRIL 2012 akan sentiasa menjadi ingatan. 

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSSARY..<< ahaha ni tibe tibe <3 love

byeee,,,,udah dulu yaa

CINTA CINTA CINTA

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

 Apa khabar semua...sihat ke??? haih..lame tak tulis blog rase mcm pelik je..hurmm...actually blog ni bila perlu je xde la nak update 24 jam kan. takde bakat la..

Actually kebelakangan rase sayu je hati ni, sebab utama ialah sebab cinta, perasaan, kadang kadang disebabkan cinta lah kita bole bazirkan masa kita dengan tangisan, keresahan, tak tipu la., i'm on that situation right now, cinta tak sepatotnya mcm ni, cinta tak sepatotnya sakit. tapi saya sedang sakit dengan cinta ini.

okay sebenanrnya yg membuat kan saya jadi mcm ialah PERUBAHAN yang ketara ;)

at first met...hurmm die slalu bg perhatian, kalau bole dia nak kol selalu mesej slalu

at then..bende tu makin kurang makin kurang kurang dan kurang

at now die dah sampai satu tahap yg kita rase mcm die dah tak kesah pon kita ade or tak. mesej pon lambat reply, kol pon jarang, dulu kalau bole nak super saver hari hari, then ......

is that what we call love???? it's not supposed to be like that kan..right? am i right? or i'm wrong.

when i luahkan perasaan kat my frend,,

1. ade yang kate i'm the one yg salah sebab fikir negative

2. ade yang kate laki ni makin lama makin bosan

3. ada yang kate maybe he's busy..lalala

4. ada yang kate i have to be sabar and mcm mcm lg

and now when i luah kan perasaan kat him

die kate i yang salah, i yg tak percaya dekat dia watsoeva, die kate i x memahami. and he alwez said that he love me....hmmmm...

my masalah right now,,,and ape yang saya mahu dari dia

1. Perhatian

2.Nak dia mesej byk kali or kol byk kali kalau i x angkat kol ( ni dulu, skrg dah xde)

3.And bila i off phone mesti i mengharap yg ade mesej die or kol die. (maybe ade but 1 je)

and actually i just need this = PERHATIAN, ATTENTION that's all what i need, that's all! is that soo  hard

and what happen when he did'nt give me that 

1, i'll cry cry cry cry 

2. dont want to eat

3. saya akan jadi pendiam tetibe,,

is that all normal

haih,,hurmmm....i've been hurted badly once and i dont want to feel it again.,.,.it's really hurt you know

YaAllah what should i do.. okay maybe my fault cause akan ingat kau (Allah) waktu susah je,,, but Ya ALLAH please give me some way,, what should i do..

aku mengharap die jadi mcm dulu,,,but he doesn't, in fact he more busying himself with his frends more than spending time with me...

arghhhhhh...kenapa dulu ok je hidup tanpa cinta sekrg xbole..something wrong..i must find way to solve it!

i must!!! i wont live like this,,,seriously...

tomorrow  is the day,, aku harap die x kan kecewakan aku,,,,,,, aku harap die ingat,,aku nak die jadi org pertama, aku harap ,,,

and now what should i do....=_______=