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ASSALAMUALAIKUM....

 Apa khabar semua...sihat ke??? haih..lame tak tulis blog rase mcm pelik je..hurmm...actually blog ni bila perlu je xde la nak update 24 jam kan. takde bakat la..

Actually kebelakangan rase sayu je hati ni, sebab utama ialah sebab cinta, perasaan, kadang kadang disebabkan cinta lah kita bole bazirkan masa kita dengan tangisan, keresahan, tak tipu la., i'm on that situation right now, cinta tak sepatotnya mcm ni, cinta tak sepatotnya sakit. tapi saya sedang sakit dengan cinta ini.

okay sebenanrnya yg membuat kan saya jadi mcm ialah PERUBAHAN yang ketara ;)

at first met...hurmm die slalu bg perhatian, kalau bole dia nak kol selalu mesej slalu

at then..bende tu makin kurang makin kurang kurang dan kurang

at now die dah sampai satu tahap yg kita rase mcm die dah tak kesah pon kita ade or tak. mesej pon lambat reply, kol pon jarang, dulu kalau bole nak super saver hari hari, then ......

is that what we call love???? it's not supposed to be like that kan..right? am i right? or i'm wrong.

when i luahkan perasaan kat my frend,,

1. ade yang kate i'm the one yg salah sebab fikir negative

2. ade yang kate laki ni makin lama makin bosan

3. ada yang kate maybe he's busy..lalala

4. ada yang kate i have to be sabar and mcm mcm lg

and now when i luah kan perasaan kat him

die kate i yang salah, i yg tak percaya dekat dia watsoeva, die kate i x memahami. and he alwez said that he love me....hmmmm...

my masalah right now,,,and ape yang saya mahu dari dia

1. Perhatian

2.Nak dia mesej byk kali or kol byk kali kalau i x angkat kol ( ni dulu, skrg dah xde)

3.And bila i off phone mesti i mengharap yg ade mesej die or kol die. (maybe ade but 1 je)

and actually i just need this = PERHATIAN, ATTENTION that's all what i need, that's all! is that soo  hard

and what happen when he did'nt give me that 

1, i'll cry cry cry cry 

2. dont want to eat

3. saya akan jadi pendiam tetibe,,

is that all normal

haih,,hurmmm....i've been hurted badly once and i dont want to feel it again.,.,.it's really hurt you know

YaAllah what should i do.. okay maybe my fault cause akan ingat kau (Allah) waktu susah je,,, but Ya ALLAH please give me some way,, what should i do..

aku mengharap die jadi mcm dulu,,,but he doesn't, in fact he more busying himself with his frends more than spending time with me...

arghhhhhh...kenapa dulu ok je hidup tanpa cinta sekrg xbole..something wrong..i must find way to solve it!

i must!!! i wont live like this,,,seriously...

tomorrow  is the day,, aku harap die x kan kecewakan aku,,,,,,, aku harap die ingat,,aku nak die jadi org pertama, aku harap ,,,

and now what should i do....=_______=